I would say after Jon Nichol’s death I became more aware than ever of the needs of the people around me. I remember that day that I heard of a list of probably six or seven people who had lost their lives in car accidents. This happened one day after the time when Jon had passed away. I also remember of the many reports of deaths from cancer or new cases of cancer which had been diagnosed. I would say the very things I have had to overcome in my recovery can be attributed to much of the reasons of all the cases of cancer/disease which I heard of.  The numerous examples of cancer and disease find their source in anxiety/ depression/unforgiveness.

                I realized that my own past struggles with anxiety and unforgiveness to various people was painting a picture for me to see the struggles of the vast majority of the hurting and broken people in this nation.

The teaching of Living Waters opened my eyes to the lies I had to fight in my own recovery. This opened my eyes to the reality that so many people in this nation, so many tbi survivors, many carriers of various diseases are believing lies which cause such physical and emotional chaos in a person’s life. This is why so many families are split apart.

                What I realized are the lies I believed about myself because of my issues with others were warping my view of myself and my actions to others. 

               

               

                Because my spirit was constantly being fed with hidden manna from heaven, (Matthew 7…?) (Revelation 2:20) my body, or soul, was able to physically survive during those forty days in the coma. In Psalms David says, “The Spirit gives life.” My spirit was constantly being fed with the very Words of God. In a sense, God was breathing life into my body through His Word. This is why in Psalm 23, David prays, “He makes me to lie down in green pastures. He restores my soul.” It was God who physically made David rest. It was God who restored David’s weary body.

                During those trying times in David’s life God strengthened him. It was God who empowered David to slay the lion, bear, and giant. Outside of God’s help, David was an insignificant and probably weak shepherd boy. However, God made him king and infused him with strength.

                In the same way, God infused my mortal, broken body with strength and the life to come out of the coma. I wasn’t aware of my surroundings, but God had me perfectly in the palm of  His hand during that time in the trauma center, and even after.

                I know this may seem like a lesson you hear in elementary school, but it is a powerful lesson anyone can learn from. So many people simply give up on life. They become overwhelmed with the pressures of this life and decide the only smart thing to do is to give up. I remember being tempted with this exact feeling so often.

                I looked at my paralyzed knees in a wheelchair and my paralyzed arm and I felt useless and utterly hopeless. I thought, “There is nothing I will ever be able to do in this life and succeed at besides being a couch potato.

 I realized  I had to hold unto God for strength. Just as Psalm 62:6 says, “He only is my rock and my salvation. He is my defense, I shall not be moved.” Only God could provide the solid rock I needed for strength. Only He daily would nourish my spirit with His Word.

I looked at my old friends deserting me and driving off in their cars and having blast, and I felt hopeless and as if I had no purpose.  I knew I could not count on them for strength and comfort. I had to rely on God for my source.

It was during this time that I had to solely rely on God. It was during this time that I also was introduced to the power of glyconutrients. God has given us everything in nature  we need. Everything that is natural on the earth , (such as vegetables, herbs, etc.) has been given to heal the body. The whole, natural foods on earth are everything we need for health. Here is a product which has tremendously restored my health. Everything that was in the garden of Eden is in this one, Powerful product!

 

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